Things hasnt been going well?? haiz.. i dunno.. mayb i m just too stress and wadsoever.. things hasnt been good all ard..Life.. nthg much lor... just displayed wad i owaz been... got myself badly burnt by a bbq pit... unbeliveable?? thats how clumsy i m.. haiz.. this stupid leg of mine has cause mi so much trouble and so much inconvenience watever is spell.. i just feel lyk peeling that skin off straight!! Rah.. n wads more at the wrong tym!! haiz.. when everything is so stress so tense and so chiong.. got myself burnt so stupidly.. haiz.. cnt even eat wad i wan to... CHICKEN RICE!!! o man.. i even had to eat PLAIN PORRIAGE!! that was so sad!! haiz.. but for all the stupidity and clumsiness i deserve it bahz... RAH!! research tell mi that i shld eat dairy products, milk cheese, beans, fish and all the protein things lahz... kekez.. ICE CREAM too!! =)) lucky.. kekez.. n dun think i m so hardworking to go research.. kekez.. it wasnt mi.. n i have lose weight too!! cuz i skip lunch in school cuz i dunno wad i want to eat either.. so as well skip lunch except for bread and biscuits and all... n ya.. hospital is such a dreadful place.. o man.. i hate it!! RAh!!Gym.. Tense and Piang.. wif my stupid leg i think i m losing all the feel that i shld have actually maintain or even improve lor.. haiz.. but now that is has becum so much better i m going to train no matter wad.. nthg is going to stop mi anymore.. ppl ard shld have noe mi well... i m as stubborn as the stupidest donkey ever.. i do wad i wan n nthg stops mi ard... i decide wad i wan to do.. thats mi.. nthg have change so far though i noe it is a lousy thing that it is in mi.. but i m so not going to change it.. haiz.. so much things have cum up.. things that arent suppose to be up and things that suppose to run smoothly met wif curbs that are so hard to cross.. we are all going thru tgt so dun worry.. i m owaz ard for any of ur.. no matter wad.. She needs us lyk we need her.. she leans on us lyk we lean on her.. now that everything has cum to a fix.. wad we can do is to lead the rest and do her proud.. not to let her get stress so much about us.. piling her wif our emotional unstabilty.. our unwillingness.. our insecurity.. our despair.. our eagerness... our needs.. i guess it is just so selfish.. the least we cld do is to gif her the support and the blessings.. [LOVE MEANS TO SEE HER BEING HAPPY].. i do want to b selfish this tym but all i noe is that she shld b happy the way she wants not to sacrifice her own happiness.. she has done so much for us and all we can do is to set her free and let her have her happiness.. the real one.. i will gif my blessings..studies.. apparently wasnt really concern about this lahz.. but i guess i m still going to fail my chem.. cuz i just simply cnt undastnd a single thing... but aiyah... it is not the tym to talk bout this either cuz i simply got no mood to study at all...GYM PPL: this year is a crucial for us.. ok.. maybe not for c.. but it is definitely a tough tym for b.. i hope ur can sense the tenseness in us.. cing vincent chiong for his jumps and his hardworkingness, it really warms my heart.. cing ur praticing hard is really wad Gym is all about. .really... we are leaving and all we wan is to show ppl that GYM PPL ARE STRONG!! i noe tons of ppl noe that gym is fallng n gym is going down and wadsoever that ppl is talking about... but i wan ur to noe that GYM is still going well.. although there are lots going on.. lots of changes and everything... we must stay strong tgt.. as a team as gym.. JIA YOU!! LETS WORK TGT TO FULFILL THE HIGH HOPES THAT WAS SET UPON US AND SHOW PPL THAT GYM PPL ARE A BUNCH OF RESPECTABLE PPL WIF GUTS AND PRIDE! WE SET THE GOALS RIGHT AND CHIONG AND WORK HARD FOR IT!! ALL THE WAY![ when ppl are weak, i must be stronger so that i will b able to the shoulder..]
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BOOOOO!!! i m finally back... now then decided to blog again as i dun wan to slp so early... i guess so much so much happen... everytym i tot of sumthing to blog i dun hv tym.. when i decided to blog, nthg cums to my mind.. jus blank space lyk wad my brain is owaz been... empty... all i noe wad i wan is FOOD!! kekez.. gotten my wish lish out again... kekez.. it is a long list... kekez.. oops... life has been ok so far... HPT.. finally is march n my beloved ppl came back to join us which we waited patiently... kekez.. i m sure lots of ppl are super glad about ur returned.. then there are cases and cases of upseting things happening.. haiz... life is owaz lyk tt... wierd things happen n u have to adapt to it.. wierd choices and wierd comments and wierd tasks and wierd feelings... all u hv to do is to accept it!!! nthg else... just do it??Homework has been getting so much and i m lyk dying.. gots lots for holiday too... but its ok ... i shall be happy chiong for hmwk before i no nd to do it anymore... kekez.. got lots of stupid reason to let myself free from doing hmwk.. simply just lazy.. but i shall work hard for it this one year man... shall not spent one more yr next yr to study o's again.. wif my stupid results of common test... wads is happening to my future still depends in my hand rite?? i hope so man..Gym has been kinda stress wif the intensive trainings and stressful trainings!! n i still cnt get my stunts rite which make me kind of nervous... the dream of hugging a trophy back shall not be shattered!! i want it!!! i noe can make it and i have totolly faith in it!!! i want to show that we can make it!! dun let other ppl look down on us!! i m sure we got the "liao" for it!! i cnt wait for the intensive training to start man... i m so going to train despite my stupid injured leg!!! i dun care!! Play is going to be on on lang fest.. n there is rehearsal everyday i think.. even though dun hv i think i will hv to do lots of stuff.. props and everything... i m kinda looking forward to it... just think it is going to be fun man!! kekez.. mitchell and vanessa is going to be super farnie as well as sean and zheng jie and glory and everybody!!! kekez... =))SPAs are cumg soon too... n i obviously haven started studying but ya i will soon... dun worry... i m a GUAI HAI ZI!![REAP WHAT YOU SOW!!! i shall work hard for everything!!!] =))
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