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LaLaLa... today is the ubn day!!! kekez.. had so much fun even though it rain and we were both late and i fell down and we cldnt fish.. But.. its ok... at least sum experience there..=))

Here you go:

Thats the ferry that we tok to ubin... kinda scary... cuz only got the 2 of us mah... the rest i dunno hu de lahz.. kekez... yapex... it was a long journey..

Me and steph!! kekez..

the only foto that we both take tgt... on the ferry... kekez...

THATS steph's standard pose... her angry face.. kekez.. =))

Thats Mi.. erm.. when we just got off the bus... ya.. just step out of the ferry then we pack alot of bags lors...

The sign to Pulau Ubn... kekez.

THe mail box at the entrance and the rubbish bin... so interestin.. kekez..

THATS te mail box.. =))

THe construction of the block is to prevent the ppl frm cuming in... or swim in... so long... blockiing off every part..

JACK and pin wen... at the sea side there... pin wn is just trying to act cool.. kekez.

THe slug... kekez.. din c it untill it moves... kinda gross though.. but... kekez.. it looks cute too...

My dirty legs!!! it is really dirty... cuz rain mah.. then the floor muddy muddy de.. yaks... i owaz enjoy my bath... kekez.. =))

THE ferry...

The tym we were going home.... SUNSET... small but.. kekez.. nice i think so...

Jack in tt small chair of his in the hawker centre.. kekez.. tok it wif chun fu.. to compare the height... jack dwarf!!! kekez..

a new place that i went... Pulau Ubin... interesting... had to cycle ard.. if not it will tak yrs boy... kekez... ya... erm... it is a really nice place... wif all the natural stuff... sumthng lyk taman but not really.. kekez...

had a really tiring gym traing today.. the first in the cycle and the last before the tamp closes... finally get a little feeling of wad a FRONT PIKE really feels lyk... kekez.. i wondered when is my turn to really do a FRONT PIKE nicely... striving hard tgt ya.. =))

[sum choices are not made by you but affects you]...

i blowed at,,
11:22 PM

ERm... so much things happen so fast... ya... ok... here is the sequence..

22 Nov.. CHUNFU's Birthday... erm... morning went to buy the ingrediants to bake lime tart for him.. then happen to c him on the way out.. kekez.. ya.. then went home to bake... ya.. then jack, eileen and wilson cum lor.. then we bake the different things in such a small kitchen.. kekez.. find it quite interesting huh.. kekez..

Baking in progress..... putting in their heart and soul wor.. kekez... focus...!!! =)

This is EILEEN's apple pie... i think is nice eh.. dun it lok appealing?? this is before baking.. =))

This is JACK's cheese cake... doesnt it look so cute?? kekez... i so feel lyk one mouth eat all xia.. kekez... though it is fattening but hu cares?? kekez.. opps.. =P

At Marina Bay.. kekez.. steamboat... kekez... the grp foto.. =))

afterwhich we all went home n i reached home at 1130!! kekez.. n pass chunfu my lime tart which is still in my fridge.. ya.. then went orh orh lor.. ya..

it is oso the day tt u went away... dunno when u r cumg back... but kekez.. i m miss you lyk how much i miss saman.. =)) takkaire... waiting to u when u r bk.. =))

Random foto of Mitchell's da pao for mi!!! Sweet.. =))

23 Nov..

i m suppose to reach sku at 7 when i woke up at 7.. the first tym i m late man... kekez.. but ya.. managed to get there lo.. =))

then went to work for ah mao... had lunch... then work till lyk 5 lyk tt ar.. at china town... then i took the train.. want to go outram park to change to go yew tee but i took the douby ghaut one n miss the stop and went to serangoon!! kekez.. i was s otupid lor.. but nvm..

then went yew tee to sell ice cream... it was fun... honesty is the policy man.. so glad lor.. =))

kekez.. then ruch home after awhile as i going for the volunteer thingy mahz.. ya.. then rush here rush there de... kekez.. Wif Winnie, Kok Yong, Kok Siang, Jia Ming, Colin and a few others which i dun really noe the name lahz... kekez.. =))

it was a really new experience for mi... working overnight... interesting... slack quite long i think... had so much fun lo... striving to meet the target.. slcking as a grp.. kekez.. but lalala... kekez... the mst irritating thing is the f-ing guy... cnt stop his f-ing man... f here f there... wa... i so feel lyk giving him two tight slap... if he cnt speak properly then dun speak lah... xia la... talk lyk nobody;s business lyk that... i so wanna tel him to stop his f-ing business... grr... cnt stand him... but i still enjoyed the process.. kekez.. tok sum fotos but haiz.. my fone din save it cause i oso dunno why.. gr... but i enjoyed my day wif ur.. =)

ya.. getting late.. m i m suppose to get sum sleep before gym tml mrng.. ya.. n i m going pulau ubin tml!! i will make sure there will b lots of fotos!!! kekez... ya... =))

[Dare to take the new steps n u will move up and have more experience]..

i blowed at,,
10:02 PM

BoOo.. wanted to blog ytd.. but din have tym to... erm... kinda so confused...

Ytd.. erm... went to the city hall in the mrng... i reach ther at 9 when everybody is suppose to b there at 930.. kekez.. then sat down to read my newspaper.. kekez.. then mitchell was the second... u will nv noe how touched i m boy... the bag of things that u gave mi... i was really swit of u.. kekez... the moment u handed it to mi... i m so gonna cry.. really touched.. thx... loves u much boy.. then went to the court.. so scary xia the criminal... really got the criminal face... so scary.. n it is a homicide case.. dun ask mi wads tt... cuz i oso dunno... kekez.. but aiyah.. the case very scary de...

then i went to kezia hse to find job n all... but no chance.. then i finally got a job to work for ah mao lo.. ya.. not working today.. tml mayb.

n the nite was a disaster... i guess... haiz... just sum unexpressable feelings... kinda expected that u will b there.. cuz ya.. haiya.... dun wish to think... i m so going to miss you boy... i so wanna c u... that bye just left mi there... wifout knowing wad to do... just sat there... i was so lost but ya... able to control... not that long.. but i did... cn sense the lost in u... thats y... not doing wad i shldnt... haiz.. u r still slping i guess... hope u r still not gone yet... haiz... dun just leave mi lyk tt... at least a bye n i shall be contented.. i hope i can... just a more proper one... missing u boy..

Contented... when i shall i learn to noe how to b contented... i nv was i guess... i nv was... haiz.. i shall learn it... wifout contenting wif wad u have, u will not learn to go on much in ur life...

dun evert think that u r not the same cuz u r owaz the same to mi... nv change... the same old u when i first met you... dun just think tt u cn change just by the wink of an eye... being sumone u r not doesnt cum so easily... just be the one u r... isnt life much easier that way?? y choose sumthing that is hard n u will nv fulfil?? wads the point boy... think about it...

today is CHUNFU's birthday... ya.. baking a cake for him... ya.. going out soon to buy the ingrediants.. cya..

[be contented wif wad u have].. just that smile on ur face n i shall b contented... just b happy.. thats all i ever wanted frm you...

i blowed at,,
10:06 AM

ERM... i just happen to get back the mc frm jie jie ytd.. then i found out there are still alot of fotos inside.. kekez... ya...

That Kezia... kekez... enjoy the lime light of all... kekez... isnt that cut.. kekez.. =))

Thats colin on wilson... kekez.. it doesnt sound rite... kekez... ya.. but its true wad... colin was trying to out the latern up on to the tree but unfortunately not tall enuf then lend sum height from wilson.. kekez... wad an ugly pose man wilson!!! but i m sure it mus have been pain... kekez..

thats the line of girls we had that day i think.. did i miss out anyone?? i hope i din... everybody was helping to the longest candle line... n i c anadee tou lan!!! kekez... pose sum more... kekez...

Thats steph... kekez...the face on her look... i think it is really cute!!! kekez... sweets.. =))

Wilson... think that is the nicest foto u taken wif mi huh.. not tt bad i guess.. at least better than last time de.. o ya.. dun think i forget... you bully mi that day!!! humph!!!

Jack.. my joy of the day... thx for wad u did that day.. was much appreciated... thx so much... muacks... =))

this one is made by the wife of his... kekez.. guess hu?? kekez... dun tell u... kekez... well done man!!! =))

Colin is in the middle... forget wad they were doing crowding ard there... but ya... kekez...

Kezia, Wilson and Sonia... kekez... just feel lyk posting this here... =)) ugly face lah wilson!!! kekez..

JACK.... =))

Winnie wif her pikachu latern which she plays when she is primary 3?? kekez... and man man... red latern... =))

Colin... concentrating on his creation wich i forget wad happen in the end... kekez... but dun it look interesting to u??=))

THe haze that day!!! kekez.. the haze we created... kekez... opps...

Thats my name... thx colin and jack... that was really sweet... loves... =))

Eileen and Jack... the sparkle seems cool!!! =))

JAck... when the sparkle is the brighest.... u are as bright as it in my life too!! =))

Sonia... building our campfire rite??? kekez.... =))

dun it look lyk very familiar?? kekez... oopss.. see no evil!!! kekez...=))

kekez.. i dinno i had so much foto in my camera.. kekez.. thats is still sum in my com... catch mi online then i can send u... ya... FOR ALL... i enjoyed that night... next yr again k?? much much nicer than this yr de ya?? loves man everybody... MMMUACKX... =))

man man just left ytd nite... I MISS YOU!!! =))

[foto tells a thousand words... i cn once again feel the excitement that day and the joy n laufter we had...]

i blowed at,,
9:56 AM

LALALA... Today is thursday lo... going to end of o's le lehz... kekez... LALALA....=))

Went to eileen's uncle new open the shop.. =))

Lazy to put in order...

THE TAO HUI TORTOISE... kekez... dun dare to cum out... kekez... very big lor... kekez... ya.. =))

ON BUS 961... one n a half hrs?? kekez... the rocking chair... wa... shldnt they be fixing the chair before ppl really vomit?? aiyoyo...

WINNIE... the super joker of te day... kekez... at the aftermath of our dinner... kekez.. playing wif her pet lion?? kekez...

kekez.. got more fotos lahz.. but aiyah... not nice de... so nv put lor.. here are the fotos i randomly choose de... =))

COLIN BRAND... the only bottle i use to drink in the hospital... kekez... i think i still have it in my cupboard... =)

ERMM... sumwhere i oso dunno de... kinda creepy though... but kekez... adventurous lehx... scary nite... =))

FLOWERS from JACK and WILSON.. In the hospital when they all came to c mi... kekez.. appreciated... thx =))

ESPLANADE.. on kezia's birthday i think... with the spider man... kekez... =))

IN THE HALL... post exam i think... nice effect ya... kekez... loves.. =))

SUNFLOWER... by JOEL... the day when i went home and he come up with porriage and fruits and SUNFLOWER... that is ever so sweet... the best sunflower i ever received... thx...

ICE CREAM... kekez.. cn u c the bite?? kekez... Eaten wif COLIN... kekez... =))

erm... went to watch movie wif mummy and dar dar... kekez... DEATH NOTE... erm... ya... then drastic things happen... haiz... erm... wads the best choice?? is it at the right tym?? erm... making a choice involves so much of sacrificing... the hurt and the pain and the everything u r going to bear in the future... why dun we have the ability to c wads is going to happen in the future?? why mux we owaz have the burden wif us all the while?? erm... sumthing to ponder about... moral of the story... make the right choice from the evey beginning and then dun regret wad u did... nv live the day as it is cuz you will suffer in the future... choose wad is right from the start and then enjoy the fruit of ur labour...

[sumtime things are meant to b kept... the choices you made might not be rite now but hu noes bout the future.. it might be rite in the future... dun underestimate..]

i blowed at,,
8:13 AM

Haix.. long long long long time since i last blog ya... hai.. dn really have the xin to blog lahz... haiya... aiyah... long long long story lahz.. lazy...

haiz.. i dunno lehz... life isnt wad it was used to be.. lif changes as it goes ya... things no longer stays the same owax... changes are the everyday thing in life... just to much to bear in one short period.. but ya.. here i m.. still not yet died... thank god...

i believe god has his purpose in doing all this to mi.. wanting mi to grow up... to learn from the mistakes i made... to even correct the mistakes i did... to change all the things... to let mi learn thru a hard lesson... i will learn.. i really will...

mayb all this while i have taken life forgranted.. taken everybody forgranted.. not able to treasure wad i had... not able to hold close to wad i really really wanted.. haiz.. thats all i can say.... God will find the way for mi... the way out of this and everything... ya... i believe in him.. i know he will help mi...

God has his way of doing things... i believe u made dd lyk that cux u had a purpose, a bigger plan for him... i believe having him by my side is a better choice.. mayb having him the way he is now will b a better choice in ur eyes.. i have faith in u that u made a choice thats best in our life... mayb all i have to do is to get use to it.. though how i wish changes can b made now.. n i really mean now.. having dd in a different place, cing him doing sumthing else other then wad he is doing now... i really hope so.. please let time fly even faster...

i really wanna c the real u.. tell mi everything u wanna tell mi... i wanna noe everything... all the things u go hru.. all that u c all that u hear.. all... i wanna c a different u.. totally different from now... i wanna u buy mi alot of things to eat!!! roti prata... ice kachang... mango... everything... i m waiting for u.. waiting the day to cum... i miss you...

life is full of changes.. good n bad and both... maybe the only thing that we can do is to view them all as good... then mayb life will be in a better shape... thats all i wanna do..

[the important thing is to view things from a different eye.. things will be much different.. n mayb much much better..life still goes on the way it is.. time dun stop for u.. catch it urself]

i blowed at,,
10:07 AM