GOD LOVES YOU!!

KEKEZ.. lalala.. here are random fotos that i took to rmb wad ppl have done for mi and did to mi and to just remind mi lahz.. kekez..

CHEWING GUM.. is from the security guard in our sku.. the malay one.. i just got it from him just lyk that.. i think that is super sweet of him lahz.. kekez.. i din bear to eat it... =))

CLASSMATES of 6 ACHIEVING.. kekez.. i think is super nice.. i miss gathering ur up.. n miss chatting wif ur.. all the fun.. kekez.

that is how much ice cream we ate that day!! i waz super lucky that day.. din get the chance to taste their wierd mix of ice cream.. kekez.. n i had fun watching them eat it.. kekez.. sounds evil.. kekez.. 50!! kekez.. lalala..

HONEY LEMON.. is from STEPHANIE.. i think is super sweet too.. =)) she bought it for mi cux i had no voice that tym.. then i call her then she tell mi "dun talk dun talk".. kekez.. misses u lots!!

TAO YAN GUI rite de.. on the wall.. but not shifted house.. keke.. interesting rite? kekez.. i think this is sweet too.. n it is too sweet that i cnt stop my tap cing this.. 16/12

no more.. kekez.. ya.. i think so lahz.. so long le.. lost all the different feelings for the pics.. ya.. lots of things have gone past..

TRAINING CAMP:

had fun really going thru the training camp.. play so much high elements and i tink is super nice lahz.. kekez.. i love my troop members boy.. they are so lovely and nice.. kekez.. unforgttable.. cuz I TRUST YOU AND I M FALLING!! kekez.. i love that.. i felt so safe in ur arms!! thx.. =))

CHRISTMAS.. the most enjoying event of the year.. spreading ur love and receiving them.. kekez.. =))

[i want to learn to appreciate every little thing in my life..]

i blowed at,,
12:41 AM

Haiz.. long since i last blog ya... before i started to get so busy wif camps prep and camps and camp prep again.. n i haven finish my hmwk.. kekez.. ya.. anyway.. this are the fotos i took way before the camp... thx for the ppl that make my holidays that is ending soon a happy one.. =))

FIRST WONDERFUL DAY.. my perfect guy.. CHINA BOY!! make this day to help u study but u nottily said u wanted to play.. so i agreed too.. i had fun!! kekez..

Thats the FIRST spark that u lighted.. it is so bright and it is owaz bright.. thx so much for the day of fun and joy..

Thats the ring of spark... kekez.. i admit IT IS HOT!!! kekez.. ouch ouch.. =))

CHINA BOY!! my joy of the day.. kekez.. dun kill mi!! kekez.. cuz i so like this pic!! u look so cute boy!!! kekez.. lighting that spark to let mi play.. kekez.. thx thx.. for the fun we had all day long.. thx so much for the everything.. =))

ICE CREAM!! yum yum.. kekez.. i stil feel lyk eating it now!! kekez.. =))

2ND WONDERFUL DAY.. the skating rink.. the long lost place of mine.. i miss the coldness and the smell and the song and the falls and the ppl there.. i MISS THERE!! the place where i use to hang ard wif all the childish bunch of ppl.. kekez.. this tym a new experience.. i LOVE it too.. =))

JACK JACK and MI.. i look so pale lahz.. dunno why oso.. haiz.. wasnt really feeling well and good that day i guess.. but the pink gloves do stand out man!! =))

EILEEN.. kekez.. i think i look stupid lahz.. but nvm.. i dun hv much fotos.. and this is the only one wif her.. kekez.. ya.. thx for the wonderful day u made.. ur presence made a difference to mi.. =))

the # of them.. all dun wan to tak foto.. kekez.. notti lor.. kekez.. but i just tok it anyway.. at least i still have it.. thx so much for being there to have fun wif mi!! i love the speeding and the falling and the everything!! u all make mi feel so good and all... i love u!!

although i did not land wad i wanted to and just happen to fall and fall and fall wif such loud bangs and agony.. i m happy.. i nv wanted to gif up on my jumps.. i nv wanted to.. i noe i will land once in a million and i m just waiting for that million to happen.. thx for the concern that i m pain and arent good that day.. oso specially thx to gif mi ur encouragement and not stopping and letting mi do wad i really wanted.. falling down makes no difference in me but being able to stand up on my own feet again gif mi the strength to try the jump again and agin.. i know wad i m doing.. although i m stubborn and i might not noe my limits but i m trying hard to break it.. i really was..

[falling down is not a failure unless u nv want to stand up and face it again]

i blowed at,,
12:05 AM

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you..

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with y our smile.

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

[EVERYTHING HAPPENS WITH A REASON]

i blowed at,,
11:26 PM

i m super super tired!!! kekez.. but i m here to blog incase i lose the feel!!! kekez... hor shauny and lewis?? kekez.. ya.. i enjoyed my day so much!!! =))

JANE!!! kekez... my beloved team mate... kekez.. we must jia you for this cumg com.. mre conditioning and more stretching and all!!! kekez... strive to the best girl!!

SHAUNY!!! one of my loves boy... kekez... SAY I BRAVE!!! kekez.. the park was so much scarier without u... but i m BRAVE!! kekez... JIA YOU!!

LEWIS!! kekez.. one of the guys in gym!! he very piang lor... kekez... one of my loves in gym... kekez.. JIA YOU!! =))

MINLI... the first tym tak foto wif her.. kekez.. i think it is nice.. kekez.. the pro of the team... our zhu jiang!!! kekez..

XIAO MIN.. the chopstick of gym... kekez.. skinny girl!!! kekez.. very light oso... kekez... mux jia you for com!! much loved.. =))

CHONG YING... the only sec 1 that i took foto with.. cuz the rest left early... kekez... n she just live few blocks from mi oni..

SHI MIN... kekez... she jia jia de.. tip toe... sweet little girl in the girls team.. but she strong de lor... kekez... mux jia you for competition... loves.. =))

thats all of us... on the bus going back bishan... after one long day of fun!!! kekez... tired and wet and HUNGRY!!! kekez...

GUESS who?? kekez.... but thats wad i lyk... sitting down with nthg to do and enjoying the scenary.. kekez.. =))

THE water team!!! all of us that played in the water... kekez.. was really really fun man!!

The 3 girls.. i thnk is super nice... the second pic of the same thing.. different ppl oso.. this is WET!!! kekez... wif us kissing the sand... kekez. =))

OUR BBQ... kekez.. although it was at the far far end which i tot was going to b such a spoiler but i enjoyed it there!!! cuz the beach is all ours!! we din hv to share and all.. kekez.. sound selfish... kekez.

This outing is a successful one in my eyes. though not many turn up... i enjoyed it so much... all the laufter and the head pain and the "gym de ren hen zai de... bu pa si!!! ", " gan gan lai lah... scare wad?? gym ppl zai!!! "... kekez... and the cycling and the planning of hu to topang hu... kekez.. the big rain... the building of the sand castle... kekez... one unforgetable day...

gym is not going to end... our dream is out gymnasium thats all ours!!! it seems lyk a big dream to mi and for everybody... but having a dream is better than nthg.. it is a far away dream... the short one will the competition cumg!!! the 20 secs.. say liao i oso scare xia... haiz.. but we shall do our best to maintain gym all the way... the effort put into gym is not going to waste man... we just started the TRADITION of having a BBQ every half a year rite?? ya.. so no wasting k... we mux all work hard...!!!

kekez.. last of all... to all.. I LOVE GYM as well as GYM PPL!! all of u... we will stetch and train and play and go on the way!!! all the pain we suffer and the stretching... we are not going to waste our tym man!! ENDURANCE!!! kekez.. thats all about it.. i m not going to b luo suo lyk the butt man!!! kekez.. oops... i din say name ar.. kekez... JIA YOU!! =))

o ya.. anyone hu noes how to put video in blog.. pls tell mi... kekez.. thx.. done... tired... nitex my honey and cookies!!! kekez.. lalala... i din say the wrong thing did i?? kekez... =))

[Gym ppl are stong both in the mind as well as in the body!!]

i blowed at,,
12:40 AM

Life can be unfair at times , when you must maintain faith n never let go. it is especially during the difficult times that you must live your life. to its fullest potential. Those are the triunph over circumstances with hope and courage. Life isnt owax easy, but if you keep going and persevere to the very best of your ability you will gain strength to manage the new challenges ahead each goal that you reach is another important step forward. believe that there are bright and wonderful day ahead for you and you will find them.

i blowed at,,
11:51 PM

haiz.. lots of feeling but just hard to express... Council camp 06 was such a disaster for hpt... big changes... harsh decisions... was all drop lyk an unexpected bomb onto us... wad was our reaction?? breakdown... objections... cursing and swearing.. discussions... but in the end... we cnt do a single thing to help the situation...

mayb sumtyms we just dun understand and maybe they just dun understand... we dun seem to want to and neither do they... mayb that is wad so wrong about it...

understanding is such an important thing in our everyday life... but yet not many can do it... being understanding to each other is not an easy thing to do.. it takes tym to understand as well as much love to really put urself into the shoes of the person and really understand wad he or she is going through...

wad we can do wif the change is to view it in another way which may benefit both parties... mayb grumbling is of no use anymore... wad we can do is to ADAPT...

about the one that pains all our heart... haiz.. i simply have nthg to say... lets just trust God has his purpose in doing this... his unknown purpose... i believe he did this wif a better intention... to make HPT all grow... grow to b stronger... grow to treasure all the things we have.. learn to do wad is right and best for us... learn to protect ourselves... learn to noe be proud of wad u r... learn to enjoy everything u r doing... to be able to balance wad we had actually neglected... to be able to have a clearer mind... not only for our 4 beloved but to all those that felt the pain in their heart upon the news... it sure was feeling that a knife stab in ur heart... but u noe wad... we mus learn to tak the knife out ourselve and find ways to heal it... by all means...

wad we learn in HPT for this past 1 yr or so is not going to the drain just becux of this small little set back that we encounter... wad is our batch known for??? MIRICLES!!! live up to our name... wad is 3 mths going to b?? just the blink of an eye and the team is formed back... wadever is changing is not the important thing... the important thing that will nt b change and must not b changed even after the 3 mths is the passion that we all have for HPT in the start... all that we gone thru as a batch has nv been of waste... the tym we spent doing all the planning for the camps.. the laufter everytym the jokers crack jokes... the long hours of debriefing... the tiredness of the tough trainings... wads there to lose?? 3 mths and all is back to the square one... this tiny setbacks seem to cum so sudden that it all caught us unaware... which make us all went haywire... but hey... get back to our feets...

this shake that we kena this tym might b big this tym but hu noes wad awaits us next tym... this might just b a stepping stone to a bigger situation which we need to face to grow us into better ppl... settle this and move on as a team...

facing wad we need to face is neccessary... just dun feel that you a facing it alone.. cuz u r not... everybody is just one step behind you... waiting to give you that encouragment to defeat the monster and to provide you wif all that you need.. including the energy...

we have owaz been leaning against each other for suppot, comfort and security... no change this tym... we are owaz in a circle of 15 ppl leaning against each other for the things we need... so dun ever feel lyk giving up... 14 ppl is behind you giving you that support and all that you need... working as a team means having ppl to back you up all the way... and HPT 7th is much more than that!!! the love we have for each other is nv ending...

[wad is meant to b is meant to b... wad we can do is to change ourselves and to change our point of view]

i blowed at,,
11:19 PM

LALALA... finally can upload le!!! kekez... it was an exciting experience and a memorable one... =))

this was the layout of the hall that day... esp nice on that day... special indeed... =))

thats FISHY... on the last train home... dun she look nice... =))

ALISTAIR... kekez... quite shuai rite he?? smart ehs... shld wear it more often.. =))

SEAN... my goodness... i look real short lahz... one head xia.. kekez... shld chop half his leg and give it to mi... lyk that i can grow faster... =))

ALISTAIR, ANADEE,EILEEN,ME and STEPHANIE... kekez... not very clear lahz.. but i still think is nice cuz i lyk the feeling.. =))

KENNETH... one of the grads thats going on that night.. kekez.. =))

SI HAO... kekez.. look abit farnie lehz... but i lyk it... anyway... i will miss you baby... dun worry.. =))

JANELLE... thats the gan jue i lyk...the feeling of having you around wif mi... it is really good... =))

KEZIA... BIMBO.. kekez.. dun worry... i love you... =))

JOSHUA LONG... he looks kinda cute huh... kekez... hope to c more of you in hpt ya.. =)) i think that you r really nice boy.. =))

STEPHANIE and TRICIA... the 2 jokers of our batch.. kekez... brought us our laufter and joy... kai xin guos... much loved... =))

MAN...kekez... i think she look really cute on that day... kekez... anyway... sweets... loves.... =))

ANADEE... kekez... how sweet her smile is... kekez... much loved too... thx for being there.. =))

7th BATCH.. Most of us lahz... it is the joy and passion that drives us tgt.. we r owaz a team... loves to all..

MITCHELL... kekez... dun he look real cuteee?? kekez... botak... kekez... anyway... he look real nice.. i m missing him... long since i c him... =))

GRADUATION NIGHT... the last night you have before you graduate from this sku... not my night but i enjoyed it as much as them.. =)) gotta dress up and all... worst thing ever was the HEELS!!! i hate it man... i rather dun wear... kekez... not my type of shoes lahz.. not for my feet... it kills my feet wif all the blisters and all... kekez... mayb i m just not a girl!!! kekez..

the best is the instant foto man.. gonna love it.. =))

I m so going to miss those grads...

[The end oso marks a new beginning...enjoy..]

i blowed at,,
10:22 PM