HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!! kekez... a significant day actually... for all teachers day... the day that students really show their appreciation to teachers openly... a meaningful day actually... =)) being a teacher is not easy xia.. notti students... kekez... anewae... GREAT JOB!!!had aces today!!! was hopping it not to rain... but it rained so heavily!!! omg... but... the wet weather isn't that discouraging either... though i dun think alot of ppl is doing but the few that got motivaated... thx so much.. kekez... those dun... its ok... dun blame u either... if u are all not so pai seh there wun b a group of students that will show u how to b enthu n to motivate u to b enthu call the HPT!!! kekez... think positively... kekez.. =)) ya... i think God wanted us to go to the hall cuz i think the hall will b more welcum... kekez... i think we did a SUPER GREAT JOB!!! i noe my expectations are low but this are words of encouragement to move us forward for improvement!!! JIA YOU!!! went back to primary sku.. wif this bunch of guys... tall, short, black, white... all hv... so cute xia they... oni wen i reach sku then i realize i m the oni gal there... so boring... they so not entertaining de lor... play their bbal... kekez.. then leave mi to die xia... kekez.. but ok lahz.. hai hao lor.. kekez.. then came the girl power our kai xin guo of the day... xin yi... kekez... one cute gal i think she is... kekez.. lighten the atmosphere... kekez... so miss those primary primary sku times... enjoying lifes... kekez... just miss my classmates+the times we had man... kekez... gotta love u guys lots man... =)) went to do sumting meaningful today... great job lor... =))ya.. din really rmb bout this... kekez.. just went thru wad i did today then suddenly rmb this stupid incindent... kekez... i think it is quite lame though.. did i say sorry??? i hope it din slip out my mouth lyk tt... i dun think i did anything wrong lahz... frm my heart... cux i did it out of my job scoop... n i dun gif a damn... i mean i din even think of hu his or her bf or gf is... n i m not interested in it either... ya... but i noe i will not touch him again... i m not angry... cux i think it is quite understandable i think.. different kind of ppl has different kind of thinking n ways of thinking that is his or her property.. n wad will atually throw face man... ya... so... mayb i will b fiercer if i were her!!! kekez... mayb... nv gif a tot about it... cuz i dun think it is going to b on my mind aft today... cuz i think it is jus sumthing that is not my period of age.. kekez... ya... not my type... bear that there is owaz a line between.. =))o ya...mayb i shld go b pe teacher... kekez... tts y mr lim say... kekez...he is so cute... farnie... kekez.. =))SMILE... i guess it is one thing ppl cnt live wifout... wad wil the world be lyk wifout a smile?? cnt imagine... smile sums frm the heart... a smile covers everything behind it as well as make ppl feel ur heart... YOU touched mi today with ur smile... thx... long since i c u smile... =)) found that is influential too... kekez.. kind of think that if the other person feels the sincerity thats behind the smile then naturally the smile will return... the most happiest scene will be cing everybody ard mi smiling...i dunno how u feel.. i hope to closer the gaps by doing stupid stuff... i dunno... but i can still feel the sense... i wun resist u anymore i hope... i hope u wun resist mi either... waiting for one day...kekez... for the ppl hu cared.. thx... much loved... appreciated by mi.. loves.. muackx.. =))[Smile cums frm both the outside and inside]... =)) inside & outside!!!
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yum yum... kekez.. think i getting fatter everyday... kekez... a lot of ppl buy mi food!!!! kekez... or rather gave mi food... kekez... n i made food!!! kekez... yum yum yum.... =)))
BANANA!!! kekez... frm china boy... in sku... during recess... cuz i told him i wanted banana... tts really sweet... ate it feeling so happy!!! kekez... =))
FRUIT JUICE!!! kekez...think is the oni drink other than plain water that i drink... kekez... is frm dar dar... cuz i pei her go esso buy coffee... sumthing i nv will drink... kekez..=))
ICE CREAM!!! kekez... the most greedy thing i ate... kekez... was frm yu soon.. the first tym he treat mi eat xia... pei him walk lyk xiao for so long... the sun was so hot hot hot and hot!!! tts why he brought this... kekez... had an interesting day actuallly... watch the taekwondo tornerment... so fierce!!! so scary... even the girls... kekez... =))
BROWNIE!!! kekez... it doesnt look very nice.. but is very nice lor... rite jack?? kekez... is so sweet... kekez... i made this.... look deceives u!!! is very nice..!!! kekez... i will share it wif more ppl then ppl will believe mi.. kekez... yum yum... =))
APPLE PIE!!! kekez... not a really nice foto... kekez... frm Wilson... kekez... bought it cuz i say i wanted to eat actually but feel lyk vomitting... cuz think kinda sick... kekez.. sweet of him rite??? kekez... ate it though i think i will vomit.. but i wun vomit cuz u bought it!!! =))
SUAN MEI!!! kekez... last treat of the week... actually the same as wilson's apple pie day lehz.. kekez... frm jack... kekez... dinno he went to buy it... tot he was hungry but actually went to buy this for mi.. it is suppose to be sour... but it tasted sweet in my mouth... kekez... was so touched by wad he did... kekez...=))
kekez... to those that have been my food supplier this week... thx thx thx... loves u guys so much... kekez... kinda feel pampered... kekez... loves... =))
kekez... no more... kekez... hungry??? kekez... yum yum... lots of food this week hor... hu is going to be the first nex week??? kekez.... u!!! hu ever is reading my blog... kekez.... =))
erm... blog the second tym this week rite?? think so bahz.. kekez... studied alot this few days.. kekez... tts y got tym cum here slack.. kekez... anewae... going bak to study i think... ya... so jia you bahz.... =))
the first blog that i oni wrote bout happy stuff... m i really happy this week?? kekez... dunno???
[food makes mi happy!!!!] kekez... going 100 kg soon... opps...nobody wan lo... kekez.. =))
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lalalalalalala...... dun know wad to rite le... kekez.. =))today had our first council meeting... din really went well cuz of the aces thingy... but ok lahz... i think they did a great job... kekez... =)) having lots of comments for this meeting... lots of improvement to b made... the next one will be betta!!! kekez... had the breifing... so nervous... so pai seh... wif my lousy english being lauf at... so diu lian... but is ok... i will improve on my english... I WILL... =))ytd.... the most clumsy day i had... i knock onto at least 5 different ppl ytd... super careless... forget my calculator and nalgene... and i nearly fell walking home... super stupid... i feel lyk smacking myself... ya.. went to recuit sec 2s for hpt... got quite a few not bad one lahz... but mus c c first lorx.. ya... then went to do things in the library then went straight for tuition.. din really drink water tts y dunno nv take nalgene... but thx to wilson... help mi tak... kekez... thx a lot!!! ya... finaly got to drink water.. kekez... water is so nice... kekez... ya... thx for everything!!! much loved... muackx..one aspect of mi... not being able to express myself... in words nor writing... but writing seems a better way for mi to express my feelings... ya... not a person of words... haiz... good or bad...?? i nv know the ans... haiz... wif lots of feelings but less words other than rubbish... kekez.. ya...lots of things cuming up... exams... aces.... camps... ..... .... kinda busy lahz.. ya.. juz jia you lahz... no choice... kekez... ya... going back to study le... all the best!!![action are louder than words]... does this apply???
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..... getting real tired... i m just that dumb bahz... doing stupid stuff.. haiz... wad hv i done to hurt u??? wad hv i done?? looking at my face brings u sadness?? haiz... i dunno lahz.. mayb i shld just b stuck in my room n live wif my ah chou??? i m just plain stupid...think i m just numb wif feelings le bahz... nthg is going thru my heart... it has becum hard... i m sorri if that has hurt u.. though i know sorry is nv going to heal anything... but i just say it so that i m not guilty... u mite b disappointed by wad i did... wad i said... wad i did... but i admit i just a block of wood lahz... dumb lyk shit... wad hav i said to hurt u so much?? wad r u thinking?? or wad m i thinking?? was i on the rite mind when i say anything to u??? i dunno lahz.. mayb u interpreted it wrongly... i will mind my words... i will..[focus on the good things in life]... thats wad i said but what m i doing?? aiyah... words are really easier than action man... relationship r really hard to manage... plain frenship is even harder to manage btw a girl n a boy?? i m not thinking so much in life... just sum simple things n it is turning to b complicated... haiz... losing hope in trying to turn everything frm bad to good... or even maintaing wad is actually good... i m simply kpo lahz... trying to take care or even to kpo bout arder ppl's stuff... shld i just dun care or shld i just continuing being kpo???[smile is the lid of the things that is hiding deep inside].. =) real or fake??
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lalala... kekekz... i just got nothing to do lahz... so come n blog..erm... i very disappointed bout my results!!! haiz... sad sad... so lousy lahz... haiz... i shall studying for the end of year ar... tao yan... grr... packed the council room todae... kekez.. so tiring.. but ok lah.. i think it is quite fun... the worst part is got ka ka oni.. nthg worst than tt... yaks...sorry if i hurt.. cuz i just dun hv confidence lahz... i m just building walls ard mi lahz... sorri... ya... nthg more to rite.. [confidence dun appear thru thin air]..
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lalala... kekekz... i just got nothing to do lahz... so come n blog..
erm... i very disappointed bout my results!!! haiz... sad sad... so lousy lahz... haiz... i shall studying for the end of year ar... tao yan... grr...
packed the council room todae... kekez.. so tiring.. but ok lah.. i think it is quite fun... the worst part is got ka ka oni.. nthg worst than tt... yaks...
sorry if i hurt.. cuz i just dun hv confidence lahz... i m just building walls ard mi lahz... sorri...
ya... nthg more to rite..
[confidence dun appear thru thin air]..
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BOOOOO.... kekez... i dun wan to start it unhappy again.. think i hv been blogging bout sad stuff for so long le... dun wan to destroy the happy mi... kekez.. =)))
play cheat de they all... tot how cum they know... cheat de... kekez... now so many ppl noe this... so pai seh le... ur betta dun owaz cum c my blog ar... tao yan.. kekez..
erm... ytd had gym training... they brought weights for training xia... omg... then hpt aces oso... my leg so soft liao then wear weights run again... kekez... so tiring so suan... but i enjoyed it... kekez... i duno why leh... i crazy le... kekez..
sces... sec 2s were so cute... aiyo... blur blur de... shy shy... so ke ai... kekez... but they did a great job man!!! no matter they will or not b in hpt.. they were good!!! kekez.. well done man...
wads is pride??? haiz... frenship is hard to maintain man... i know the feeling of having the promise to change n not having to c the change but i dun give the excuse to hurt him so much... i nv think that he has no fault at all... he has his fault but there is a limit i think... oni tot of u being hurt when u nv see the change... oni tot of u being hurt as to b talked about... tot of how he will react when he know how much his best fren hates him??? how much hurt he felt??? both is wrong.... nthg going to be the same??? it just goes the same as mine...
i noe everybody is concern... wishes to help... i too wishes it to happen... but it is nv going to b the same again... wads going into my ears mite not b the truth... but wads going into my heart and other ppls heart is the same... if u feels the same u will understand... u will noe why i m struggling so hard bout it....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DY... tml is ur big day... birthday... actually kinda means a lot to mi... cuz it is the day when u r born.. if not for that day... the person that is so impt now wun b there... lyk u dy... kekez... i love u so much... i dunno if u feel the love we have for u... but just to tell u we really do love u... just as how much u love us... if had been long since u clearly see us... but.. i know u feel our presence... the cake... i ate it wif the feeling of u in my heart... i miss you.... waiting for the day when u will tell mi wad u gone thru... god will mak the day cum... i belief...
dy dy de bdae cake.... mei mei rite??? kekez... happy birthday to you....!!! we love you... one day... u will eat the whole cake urself... i noe u love us too dy....
ya... i m crazy le... duno y??? lyk so mani things going in n out... such farnie feelings... dun understand... if i offended u in any way... sorry... think i siao siao le... ya... jux dun feel rite...
yapex... i noe we just finish common test.. kinda slack lehz.. kekez.. but will buck up de... preparing for the final yr exam... n for those having o levels.... JIA YOU!!!! belief in urself... do the best and b satisfy... dun b discouraged... god has his purposes... =))
[frenship is impt]... so r u.....
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! both of ur... haiz.. such a embrassing period of tym.. all those stupid things that i m doing... all the weakling things that i hv done... omg... i cnt belief it is mi... so pai seh...
it is so embarassing lahz... i hope it nv happen again... those hu saw it... sorry to show that i m weak... i m not... i just cldnt contain it sumhow... sorry... those hu cared... thx alot... wad ur did was much appreciated... i just dunno wad i shld do... thx for being the oen to guide mi along... much loved...
haiz.. sorry if i disppoint u.. i tot i cld have the guts to pass it.. but i din... sumhow when i first step in to the ground, i saw the thing i shlnt.. i know i shldnt compared.. but there is owaz the difference there... it cnt be erase... it mite be the tots that count but haiz... i jus din really know wad to do... i kept it wif mi... n i dun think i ever wld gif it... sorry for the disappointment... i din mean it....
the words that cum out frm ur mouth... it went straight to my heart... i dinno why i did the stupid thing... but sumhow it just came out without control.. i din mean it... haiz.. i m confused.. n i cn feel the confusion that u have.. i knoe u dun wan to do it... but haiz... they told u to do so so u did it... haiz...i din wanna spoil anything... the hug u gave mi... i just din wanna let go... haiz... but sumhow i did... against my will... it was utterly not within my reach... i m sorry...
the parade... a nice one... gym ppl did a extra good job!!! kekez... reali... though ur dun seem to be well behaved.. but i m still proud of u guys... GREAT JOB... =)) kekez... lots of fotos were taken... =))
this are not the oni fotos i took that day.. just some... one proud day...!!! kekez... Reagen look so cute rite... kekez... =))
WILSON!!! if u are reading this... c lahz... notti u... dun wan to smile.. the one that oni got 2 of us de.. u nv smile... not nice... i nv put... nx tym u mux smile!!! kekez... =)
went to c fireworks last nite... it was so beautiful.. kekez... =)) thx for the company... loves..
it seems that everybody is starting to notice it le... haiz... it is kinds obvious lahz actually... but no matter wad... i still love u as much... it nver change...
friendship is sumthing that U n I must treasure...
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BUMPP... today is sat again!!! finish common test le!!! kekez... not really but just no nd to study that hard anymore... cn relax realx abit... but mux piang for end of yr... kekex.. sound so guai rite??? ofcoz, i m guai... =))haiz... think i still dun hv the courage lehx.. haix.. pa pa... haix...i tot i had the feeling back.. but nthg is the same... haix... sitting beside you makes mi feel so blessed... jux feel lyk throwing everything away n jux enjoy the moment of closenes... haix.. hope u r enjoying urself every moment.. tts all i cn do... ndp... haix.. such failure me man... omg... haix... kekex.. they are all so shuai lahx... omg!! kekez... cool!! all the best!!! so pround!! kekex...hix... is life that unstable??? nthg seems to stop changing.. i hate changes...it doesnt seem to fit into my life... i dun wan changes... =(gym... tired... not cuz i m weak!!!! kekez... n i played volleyball... so shuang... kekex... so happy... then went studying... kekex... so motivated lehx.. by them.. thx.. =))haix... i jux feel lyk hugging sumthing... haix.. i just feel so empty.. so dunno lehx... hax.. stupid feeling xia...but i guess i have to b contented?? at least it is not that bad?? dunno lehx... jus dun wan to sound so pitifl... tts all... yapez...nthg much to rite lahx... if you r reading... means you cared... n thx anewae... i appreciate it... really... loads of love... thx... [God will make a way]....
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