Bomm... haiz.. first day of sku.. haiz.. ok lahz.. kinda xpected lorz.. cn feel it bahz.. nvm.. cnt change.. haiz.. went for gym.. super tiring... legs becum so wobbly.. kekez.. but mi strong.. cn tahan.. kekez.. but i m prone to fall down anytym!!! kekez..
ya.. n PLS dun tak pity on mi... i dun lyk.. i simply cnt tahan the feeling.. i dun lyk the feeling of being pity.. the face.. the feeling.. i dun lyk.. i will rather b alone..
in class.. first tym i tot of whether to go for gym anot.. thinking bout lots of stuff.. wondering why i join it in the first place.. interest?? frenz?? haiz.. all pop to my head... haiz... tot of the tyms we had.. the tym tt we enjoyed so much.. the pain we endured tgt.. the tears we share.. so much so much..
my darling sec 2 gym boy n girls.. so proud of themm... getting the hang of it.. n joyce.. kekez.. so proud lo... kekez.. jia you..!! keep it up!!
even serching for information makes mi think of u... we shared so much.. n it just end the stupid way.. haiz.. time changes..
haiz.. have we really got that far.. things bout u seems to cum frm ppl ard everywhere.. i miss the tym when ppl ask mi bout u... i really do...
erm... happy thing... tml no tuition bahz.. duno lehz... cing the ppl i miss a lot.. cing the smile tt u have frm a distance..
ooo.. ya... JM... you betta not b discouraged.. jia you in ur studies!! im sure you cn do it de... the sun is shining boy!!! =)
Dun say I LOVE YOU unless u really mean it.. i jux tot of it.. dunno y... ya.. =))
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6:41 PM
Ever wonder what u will do if u c sumone crying beside u when sitting on the bus... wad will u do??? hmm.. wondering... kekez.. i dunno the perfect ans lehz.. jux tot of it... hmm... probably i will gif him or her tissue bahz... ya.. i will b totally helpless lehz... er.. kekez.. wad will you do?? wad will u do if i were the one crying?? hmm... interesting... kekez.. tts the tppic for the day!!! kekez..
haiz... ytd... the worst day ever... haiz.. dunno lehz... got the feeling of my world is going to end the nex second... haiz.. but wad to do?? ah chou lor.. sumthing that went thru thick n thin wif mi... my happy, my sad, my everthing... hu ever bullys him=bully mi!!! n i wun let ppl bully mi de... kekez.. yapex...
today... did nothg.. went to tuition a new guy... kekez.. smarter than i tot.. wow.. kekez.. but he lyk very ke lian got tons of hmwk to do.. oni left till last min.. kekez.. not lyk mi.. finish!! gd gal mi lorz.. kekez.. he shifting hse soon.. to sembawang.. i dunno how to go lehz.. kekez.. but my dearest say he is going to bring mi there... tt is so swit of him... kekez... thx alot darling.. much loved by mi... =)) ya.. bak to the kid.. ya.. 3 hrs for a kid lyk him is too much lahz.. he cnt concentrate aft bout 2 hrs.. kekez.. his mummy... no good.. kekez.. mi... good!!! kekez... let he do the number for the rest of the 1 hr lorz... kekez.. let him eat sweet.. kekex... tml ting xie... kekez.. he sure get 100!! =))
erm... read his msg.. if u really see him... haiz... i will b heart broken... means that even he makes u irritated.. means i will b more irritating in ur eyes... haiz..
i lyk to end wif happy things... so... er... wads happy today?? i finish my hmwk... n tml sku is starting... and today sumone is cumming bak le... kekez.. hope u hv enuf slp n will get to c u tml... kekez... ya... tml is the new term... n i will get to c everybody i miss.. kekez... so happy... =))
smlie becoz u nv noe hu is going to fell for ur smile... =))
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10:08 PM
hmm... staff retreat 06.. sumthing new to mi lahz.. tot it is going to b scary but ok lahz.. not tt scary.. juz c the usual things that we c everyday in sku lor.. but oni done by this different bunch of ppl.. aiyah.. we are the same lehz.. talking non stop.. playing ard.. when bunch of the same ppl get tgt there will b lots of laufter lor.. same same de lahz.. the learning journy and the wholesale market is enriching too.. so fun to b able to go and c the farnie farnie things that we dun c everyday.. very interesting.. ya.. and the place we went lor.. Bukit Chandu.. so memorable.. learn so much about the history and the bravery of the ppl then... wow... =))
there is owaz sumthing in mind that is nv gonna b erase and forgotten.. the tym.. the memories.. the joy.. the laufter.. the comfort.. the everything.. how to?? nv gonna happen man.. how am i to forget the tym spent? everywhere i go i sense and can c the scene of wad happen there... how?? hard!! things are going to hard.. but.. ??...
ermm... life is hard man.. there are ups and downs... mux learn how to deal with problems... ya... so i take up the challenge to overcum it.. jux gif mi tym... loads loads loads of it.. it nd it so much...
today is sat le!! sunday and sku starts... stress is cuming in?? nvm.. i can.. kekez.. miss so mani ppl in sku.. finally will b getting to my old routine to cing everyone and saying gd mrng.. yay!! kekez.. tyms of skuwork everyday and everything cums in.. time managment... ya.. kekez..
kekez.. last le last le.. kekez... be well prepared for everything ahead.. i have so much scenarios in my mind that i will b facing back in sku... am prepared for all kinds of feelings.. ya.. i m prepared..
SMILE beocz it happen.. ?? how to?? ... But SMILE coz i m here to pei u...
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9:46 PM
LOVE... sumthing that life cnt forsake.. sumthing that means: to have STRONG feelings of affection towards someone and feel romantically ATTRACTED to him or her.. means: to feel tt it is IMPORTANT and you want to PROTECT or HELP him or her.. sumthing that actually means alot to mi... the feeling of being that important person, the feeling of being love, the feeling of being protected.. LOVE... sumthing which i lost touch very long ago... other than the meaning in the dictionary, it means TRUST, PATIENCE and TOLERANCE to mi.. without all these... it will not b completed.. LOVE.. the mysterious thing that i cnt afford to lose but i guess i lose it... the confidence of having being love again.. i lost it...LOVE.. sumthing now that i crave for but yet not wanting it.. dun noe how to ever have it again.. how to ever get back the confidence i had..
Mi.. the trouble of so much things.. the life of mine.. the hurt for ur.. i noe i m stupid.. i noe i m the reason.. im sorry.. i din mean it.. i dun wan to hurt ur either.. but i guess i did it unknowingly.. i noe the feeling.. but i cnt help it.. i m sorri to have been this helpless to ur.. sorri..
Enuf of the irritating part of this.. kekez.. i m not the sad gal that u r thinking wen reading this blog if u happen to read it.. ya.. kekez.. my quote that pops out.. [ The sun has his problems that we guys dunno, but yet he is still waking up early to give us all he can, the light, the heat, the starting of our day.. So can u...].. kekez.. how i tot of this i dunno.. kekez.. dun ask mi.. kekez..
erm.. new skin.. wow.. dar dar help mi do de lahz.. but not yet done yet i think.. not very sure.. kekez.. but i guess it will b done quickly!! kekez.. =))
CHEER UP!! kekez.. if u are reading this, i guess u r impt.. so SMILE!!
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11:54 PM
ermm.. juz blog the frenster de coz sum ppl ask mi to blog lor.. kekez... ya.. then i cum here to blog then i duuno wad to rite again.. ya.. i m missing a lot of tings now.. ppl.. places.. tym.. things.. haiz.. lots.. lots of ppl i m missing... places that remind mi of things, ppl, tym that were spent.. ermm... kinda alot alot aot bahz... but.. haiz.. wad to do?? nthg much cn b done.. let the fate go bahz.. haiz.. thx for the song darling.. if u happen to read it.. the song... catches my heart... thx alot... i love you.. u make mi nv wan to leave u.. but cn i??
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11:19 PM
lalala... erm.. ya.. the first tym i m riting here.. kekez.. but i dunno wad to rite lehz..?? erm... i dunno.. n ha dar is sitting beside mi.. hahaha.. looking at mi bloggin.. kekez.. n she ask mi if i will be telling anyone my blog.. kekez.. n i told her no... kekez.. n i really dunno hu to tell.. kekez.. ya.. if u happen to read it which i think u wun.. add mi in ur link bahz. cuz i dunno how.. kekez.. ya.. erm.. then wad shld i b riteing bout now?? er.. ya. ah dar is telling mi that she wan to teach how to change the blog skin i think.. ya.. when i change le then say bahz.. kekez.. ya.. nthg to rite le.. busy now... lamer is reading my blog!!! blehz.. =P
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11:37 PM
hellos!!!! my first post on my first blog!!!
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11:02 AM
